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I made all my old entrys private and i changed my layout....starting new I guess.
Everything has changed a lot in the past month. I finally just sat down and thought about everything and I realized how different evreything is. In a way it's kinda sad because I realized that there are many friends I have lost. Everyone seems to be meeting new people and going different ways, but at the same time I also realized how many new friends I have made and how happy I am with things now. It's just weird to look back on things because I never really payed attention to what was going on...I kinda just did what I felt like doing never really thinking about anything else. I know that some people think I have changed and that they don't like the person I have changed into. I never intended to upset any of you, but up until recently I never realized that I even acted different. I wan't to appolaize if I have done anything to hurt anybody because that was not my intentions. I am not appolagizing for changing because that's a part of growing up and theres nothing I can really do about that. I know that not everyone is going to like me and I'm ok with that. I'm not asking for anyone to forgive me, or even to give me a second chance at being your friend because I am happy with things just the way they are. I just want some kind of closer I guess. I am not the type of person that hangs on to the past, and I get over things pretty quickly. I thought I would make one last entry just to say how I feel and to get everything out.
Moving on....
PS- August 25th = Devid comes home =)
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